Even during this whole tail madness today, I’ve been thinking about someone else. I’m not just repressed. I’m ridiculously repressed.
I started putting ads in craigslist m4m section a few weeks ago, and after a lot of patience and a lot of writing back to total creeps, I started emailing this guy Ted back and forth pretty regularly. I was totally honest with him about my appearance. Right? Its not really something I can hide. So I was blunt. “Dude, why haven’t you wanted to meet up yet? Is it my colon?”
Finally this afternoon, he emailed me a picture of his feet. With a really sweet email about being embarassed. I mean, c’mon, I’m a freakin colon, for crissakes.
I wanted to hookup with him tonight, but the General’s been real crabby today with me, and I just want the tense meter to go down some around here before I start splittin out on him again. It’s really hard being around here lately. He wants a night treatment tonight but I can’t stand to even be in the same room with with him right now. I sure ain’t gonna be sucking his shriveled dick while he’s acting like this.
